confesssion of happiness wannabe

having her come in my life is meaningful.......although its come to me not very late...
...dis is 1st time...i care about a girl...and im learning it...



she got alot experienced...while i 0...just folow the flow..
i pick her from now to future....
and i also dunwan other ppl hate our relationship.......at least...should sorry to other ppl...in future..they will understand...

who is her??

she is garang1...and i increasingly can accept it...but i kno deeply inside heart she also a 'manje'..
bcos she is a girl...


ya Allah...thank god 4 sending her...

i am a big boy...22 years old alrdy...but sumtime i act like a child who seek for attention...looking for love.
too late for me alrdy to act like dat............bcos i never felt in when i was small...
i am an orphan since i am 6 years old......my father had an motor accident...since then my mum took all responsibilites to take care us ....she work as a bus driver n she work very hard growing us...my mum is my hero.
i dun blaming fate...im not friendly with my brothers..i make my own matter ..live in myself...playing alone...and so do all my brothers.....they have their own life...
but im so proud wit my mum.....she work very hard and also took responsibilities alone to b father and mother..bt sumtimes i saw she crying about the challenge but i just a small boy....
u r my hero mum....i must pay ur sacrifice....
i dun blaming fate...i just hope someday in future.......i can feel wat is love about...i can get attention...have sumone accompanying me....so im not playing alone anymore....
mengiringibut its too late................im an old alrdy.....my childhood has passed...its very late for me to act like dat...

wat i can hope now...........my future........love will come...n pay about my past....

part of my life story........